Feeling Alone

So now that the fog has lifted & the crisis of my kidney stone is over & my Mom is back at home I woke up today feeling alone. I know that it's crazy as the kids & the dog are here but the reality that Robbie is gone & there isn't another adult in the house to talk to daily has come up to smack me in the face. I realize that this is all part of the grieving process but it totally stinks. I am so thankful for all of my friends & family that are part of my support system but it still isn't the same as having that person in your home that you talk to every day and tell everything too. I'm hoping that this part of the grieving process doesn't hang around too long. It's almost unbearable at times.