Being A Single Mom

So last week I found out one of the sucky parts of being a single mom. The Mom gets very sick & there's no spouse to help out. Last Wednesday I became quite ill with kidney stones & a kidney infection. The weight of the reality of how I am supposed to do this on my own (I have my family helping so I'm not technically on my own) hit with full force. I have had several moments where I've been mad at Robbie for leaving us because let me tell you this is not an easy thing to do. I am beyond blessed to have such wonderful family & friends to help out & keep my spirits high. I don't know what I'd do with out them.