1/3 of a year already

So yesterday was a bad day around here. We are all tired which leads to all of the emotions being right at the surface. I realized yesterday morning that it was exactly 4 months since Robbie passed away, that means 1/3 of the first year has gone by already. There are days where it seems ages ago & then days like yesterday where it seems like it was yesterday. We are moving on & making steps to move forward with our lives but we also realize that there is a & always will be a hole forever in our lives no matter where we go or who we are with. Life has been forever changed.