Physical Pain + Emotional Pain = Feeling a Bit Better

Today I got a new tattoo. This one is in memory of my husband and Daddy of my beautiful children who left us way too soon. So to explain, the last thing he bought for me was a diamond skull and crossbones necklace on our last day together as a family, yellow roses were his favorite so Felix put in three one for me and one for the kids and the Poison song Something To Believe In seeing as how life is showing me time and time again that there is a God to believe in. All I can say is that when you put the physical pain of a tattoo with the emotional pain of losing a loved one equals feeling a little bit better. Not much but a bit. To be able to look down and see the beautiful piece of artwork on my foot just some how helps.

Sometimes Life Sucks

So last night was pretty difficult here at our home. Reality has set in for not only both of my kids but the dog too. Both kids were totally in tears last night at bed time and very upset. As a mother it's very difficult to see because I cannot take their pain away. It breaks my heart even more. The dog decided to be naughty today while we were at church. Apparently he's had his fill of us being gone a lot. He decided that it would be a good idea to go into Cameron's room and tear the tail off the coon skin cap Robbie and I bought Cameron on our last day together as a family before Robbie died. Not good, not good at all. The tail is in one piece but missing a few spots of hair. Nothing I can't sew back on. Needless to say when we had to run out again the dog went for a ride. He was very happy.

Memorial Service

Today was the Memorial Service for my beloved husband and the best Daddy in the whole world. We will miss him more than words can say. It was overwhelming to see the amount of people who came to his service today. Thank you to everyone for all of your support. It's hard to believe that a week has gone by since he passed away already. It just isn't fair that he was taken from us so soon. I'm so glad we got one last fabulous day with him on March 17th. It was a beautiful day on the coast and we had a whole lot of fun as a family.

RIP Robbie, Our beloved husband and daddy

For those of you who don't know our beloved husband & daddy passed away very unexpectedly on Thursday. It's shocking and our hearts are breaking. We are so blessed and thankful to have had a wonderful day at the coast with him on Wednesday. We will cherish those memories forever. Please remember to tell those you love that you love them everyday and hug them alot because you never know what tomorrow will bring. My heart is completely broken right now as are Kayla and Camerons.

Time Flies

Wow, where as the time gone. It's already March and my "little" boy turned 9 last month. We took some pictures the other day. It seems like just yesterday he was a baby.